Look into my eyes tell me what you see
is it my fake smile or my uncertainty
I feel uncertain about almost everything
the way I look, the way I act, the reason of my existing
Every day I wake up asking myself the same question
What´s my value, can somebody give me a suggestion?
Everything I do can be done by others
even the girl next door or one of my brothers.
I’m afraid to express my feelings
afraid for her reaction, what she thinks.
There is always someone who is better than me
or exactly the same but without the disability.
I feel like everyone is better than me
I’m replaceable, sometimes I even wannabe
luckily this is the inside
no one sees it except me